Analoguistics

The A-Side

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3.

she said
if you can't get it from your own daddy
get it from someone elses.


one week away from daddy's day
and i don't have too much to say in the way of
appreciation
thank you for that split second it took to shoot yr. semen
creating an angel while battling your own inner demons
and from that time that i could think well enough to place the broken pieces
i've always questioned yr. lack of communiication.

she said
if you can't get it from yr. own daddy
get it from someone elses

so now daddy tell me how it feels to know
these nasty little boys can tell you
yr. own daughter's favorite color
that you were never there to hear
simply based upon the matching bra and thong set that she wears
that of course
he bought for her
and he gets to peel off
the same baby skin so soft that you've changed just a couple times before
handing her off swift
to aunty sister grandma
because you were too much a man for
that baby changing shit.

now her once small fingertips hungrily caress a dick
however premature
she stares intently into the eyes of a man who
can never give her much more than what she holds in her hand
yet sweet daughter
yearns for
more.
and in this second he does not exist to her
he serves as nothing but the answer to her question mark
he merges dad and daughter in a fantasy torn apart

he says to call him daddy
and don't you think that for one minute she will ever stop to say
bitch i ain't never have no daddy
she'll first swallow up inside/softly
sadly, giving
so much
just to be touched
in a temporary safety place
that doubles over as a danger zone

young, alone, and all she can do is wonder
why "isn't she lovely" was never played for her.

posted by effuimpretty on 10:54 AM

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