[Mechanical Movements]
Bruised insides and questionable regret
"that's what you get"
i laugh at my perception.
Bruised insides andquestionable regret
"that's what you get"
he basks in his deception.
Bruised insides andquestionable regret"that's what you get"
I try to forget this mantra
my mouth is sore
and it ain't from reciting
spoken word.my heart is numb
my insides bruised
but after he callsi won't feel used.
I need to break the cycle
I need to break the cycle
but how do i free myself
from what makes me feel so good?
for a moment anyhow
when i'm atopwhen he calls me baby
when i feel owned
loved.
and i'm trying to remember what it was i did so good
and i can't because i don't remember trying
and i can't because "it" doesn't exisist
except on porno tapes
and in memories of past lovers
with his eyes closed
he's there
detached while i'm still waiting to feel...
Bruised insides and questionable regret
I need to break the cycle
Because love has no mechanical movements.
© SuAn12.16.02
posted by effuimpretty on 7:29 PM